The common chord that binds two people together, is rather effervescent. One minute it's the tightest most conforming bond and the next it goes up in ashes. It takes years to create a bond worth cherishing and it takes mere seconds to nullify all that it was worth. Everything just brushes aside when you consider what it was that made you angry in the first place. Everything just becomes an insipid amount of pity and regret that governs every move that follows.It becomes weightless and hollow... it creates a void.
And once the void has found a way to creep into our lives, it becomes this incessant parasite that eats away every sensation of happiness and comfort. Be it in the arms of your lover, the folds of your mother's lap or the words of a well wisher. It all comes down to the desperate attempt to fulfill that void- that which seems to haunt you and chase you around till you somehow close your eyes and wish it away.
We all live in the non-belief and illusion of the "someday". Some call it hope, some call it revelation but sooner or later for the most part it turns to regret. Every one is bound to make mistakes in some sphere of life, but where the regret broods is the understanding that the mistake you've made is one that will change your life. It is a vicious cycle of realization and then the final attempt of rectification.
Second chances, third chances...they all materialize when it's something of great interest. Something you wish to save with every inch of your life... hold on to it, till you fade away. Where does that urgency come from.... Dependence.
The truth in it's hardest form, the most tangible and yet the most cryptic reality... Dependence... Symbiosis...
...Love...
Sunday, November 9, 2008
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loved this..
this particularly..
I still gotta figure out why, though..
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